poem with exercises: the dream of the dream of the fisherman’s wife
content warning: smut, lack of clear purpose or meaning
image: from The Dream of the Fisherman's Wife by Katsushika Hokusai
Poem:
When the octopus makes love,
it can close its eyes,
but not the eyes of its eyes.
Opsins freckle its skin,
the same receptors that quiver
when your eyes look to see.
Each tentacle graze is a glance,
a continuous blurry kiss
blurring the colors of you.
It moves in the deep
to feel if another looks.
Locked limbs lock gazes,
and your warmth looks back.
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Exercises:
look at something around you and imagine you are thereby touching it
look at someone around and so let yourself touch them
the next time someone looks at you, let them touch you in the looking
imagine what it would be to in some sense “see” the light that touches your skin with your skin
first, just its brightness
now its color
and now the contrast
but not the edge!
roll up your sleeves and “look again”
let your midriff peek
have you ever mooned someone?
think of moonlight,
moonlight wobbling in the water
not on top of the water, like you see from the beach
moonlight in the water
deeper
deeper
a little deeper
let the wobbling of the moonlight through these, its various depths, be a winding tentacle of looking, touching every slither step along its downward search
now look up
look at the same someone or something from exercise 1, but let yourself touch every wobbling, intervening step from that something or someone, starting at the light of them and moving back, slither step by slither step, back to the eyes of your eyes
repeat 1-2, while making love

